It's been a month!!!

Okay, so I feel guilty. I haven't posted in a month. Pretty pathetic, I know.

I know it's not an excuse, but I have been swamped with work. Traveling all over the state providing trainings and having a great time. I have to admit though, it's wearing me out! I've been places I've never been and it's been great.

Last month, I turned 26. Yeah, 26! I know that to some people that isn't a big deal or you're thinking "that's young". But, what you don't understand is that time is passing too fast. I can remember when a year lasted forever. Now, it's over in a flash. I guess I'm just getting older. I have had to come to terms with it. DOESN'T MEAN THAT I LIKE IT THOUGH! I graduated high school 8 years ago! 8 YEARS AGO! I can't believe that I will be attending my HS reunion in two years. OMG! (I think I'm going a little overboard. I can't help it.)

I should be thankful for what I've been able to accomplish in my years on the Earth and celebrate the people that have helped me acheive these things. I do celebrate them, but there are times when I just wish that I could eat a donut without having to buy new pants (because by eating the flippin' donut it makes my pants too tight). I wish that I could dance like I used to and move like I used to. I need to get back to the gym. My thighs are a little "thicker" than I would like. I watch Dr. 90210 on E! quite frequently and have been dreaming about having plastic surgery. Mainly, liposuction and fat injections. I know, that sounds like an oxymoron. Lipo for my stomach, hips, and thighs and fat injections under my eyes (I have a small indentation under my eyes...something that has bothered me for as long as I can remember.) My husband doesn't know about this. He would think I was crazy. Besides, it is so far outside my budget, that it won't ever happen anyway. I can keep dreaming!

That leads to another thing. I am going back on South Beach on Monday. I know, I know, I've said that before. But I am doing it FOR REAL this time. I wish I had something to keep me motivated like I did the last time. Something about having to fit into a spandex aerobics outfit that makes you wanna eat right and work out.

But, for now, I'll have to settle for the fact that I get my braces off in June! I can't wait. I go to the orthodontist at the end of this month for a check up. As long as everything is still on track, then I will get them off in June! :) I am excited and sad. I love my orthodontist and her staff and I will miss them. I guess I'll have to just go in and visit every now and then! :) (I might as well as enjoy their perky personalities....I'll be paying for the braces for at least 3 more years! YIKES!)

So, I guess that's what is going on with me. Waiting to hear back about my application to grad school, trying to lose some weight and get healthy, get lots of work done, and spend time with my husband and Wrigley.